I KNOW I AM BAD, BUT I WOULD BE MUCH WORSE IF IT WERE NOT FOR THE LORD’S UPHOLDING GRACE
“One trial abides with me: a body of sin and death, an inward principle of evil, which renders all I do defective and defiled.
But even here I find cause for thankfulness, for with such a heart as I have, my sad story would soon be much worse if the Lord were not my keeper.
By this I may know that He favours me, since weak and variable as I am in myself, and powerful and numerous as my enemies are, they have not yet prevailed against me.
And I am admitted to a throne of grace, I have an Advocate with the Father. And such is the power, care, and compassion of my great Shepherd that, prone as I am to wander, He keeps me from wandering quite away.
When I am wounded, He heals me.
When I faint, He revives me again.”
–John Newton, Wise Counsel: John Newton’s Letters to John Ryland Jr., Ed. Grant Gordon (Carlisle, PA: Banner of Truth, 2009), 170.